Gabe's Grandpa passed away

Today Gabe's 92 year old Grandpa passed away. Even if this is horrible I am so happy for him! Now he doesn't have so suffer and he can be with Jesus! He was a funny old man and now he doesn't have to suffer anymore. We are just praying for Gabe's Grandma because she is having a hard time losing her partner of 60 years. Now he can meet Gabe's Opa and my mom. I am excited to get to heaven and eat spaghetti and grapes with Jesus! That is what I picture! Probably one of the meanest things Gabe ever said to me is there is not food in heaven. I was so hurt! :) Food is my life, and that is what I imagine in heaven! I cannot wait to sit at Jesus's feet and share food with him. Even if there is no food in heaven, I am going to think that there is! When my mom died, people judged me big time on how I reacted. I was kind of happy for her too because she didn't have to suffer anymore and she got to go to heaven! I know that I will see her again someday, and even though it sucks she isn't here, at least I will see her again! I don't know how people without God can deal with huge things such as death or other tragedies. I am just taking life as it comes and realizing everything is God's will, and I can't do anything about it. Gabe and I can't have kids, so he gave us Thomas! That is pretty incredible. I guess all in all I am trying to say it's not the end of the world when somebody dies and goes to heaven, we'll see them again!!!